A start of something familiar

can't believe it's almost been year.
brought to this new found freedom here.
been excavatin through the big mess of ... what i want to be.
livin like nomadic bandits, livin wild and livin free.
cycles of new friends and old friends conspire
safekeeping secrets and spreading ill-words like fire.
been through so much with life, still unraveling at the laces
let's face it, wasted are the nights that we, ourselves, made tasted
like vodka, and bud, and that other bud
all worth it because we're still here;
the present, like gifts given to the ones that hold nothing back
time and time again will relapse in the same laughs of the past
fast, slow, steady and wreckless
give it time and i'll finish off my check list.
give me pills cause my words are restless.
never still cause i gotta keep it endless.
got so much to offer to the world, but i feel like i gotta say this.
my life is too delicate, and i hope to god he'll save it.